Worst

Sigh! It is suppose to be my freaking holidays! But guess wat .... Everything SEEMS LIKE CRAP ... I wanted to swear but i dont think its right.. Sooooo yeah everything has been PATHETIC. No friends to go out with. Now she taos me and i am just getting more depressed.. As in seriously , life really sux now everything seems to be soo dull now no matter wat i do. I really hate this, i dont want to put my heart at risk now but why why why why why do i still have feelings for her .. OMG THIS SUX .... I really don't noe how to get out of this misery......

Guys this songs really describes my feeling

Fdd was on 4th august... yeah and i am uploading it now.. lol. It was Fairfield's 120th birthday!
ANYWAY it was a wonderful and fantastic time!!!!!!!! I mean seriously one of the best time.. really. Caught up with my friends. I mean it was great to see so many of my close friends again.

It reminded me of the amazing things i learnt at Fairfield. Fairfield it really the best school ever. I really thank God for putting me in that school. Even after just one year, i already miss it soo much. From morning devotions to classes with Mr G and the sultan to BB to all the soccer sessions and even the scoldings!!! Really i couldn't ask God for anything more . I really love Fairfield. THANK YOU LORD FOR PUTTING ME IN SUCH A WONDERFUL SCHOOL. CONTINUE TO BLESS HER AND LET FAIRFIELD ALWAYS HAVE YOUR FAVOR

4Ao7 with the best form teacher ever: THE KING (firhad).. the most amazing class i have ever had!! thank God for you guys .. each and every one of you!!!!!!!!!!!

4A 07 with MrGanesan

ALDEN:) All the retarded crap we did .. lol you were a great friend. Thanks

BX:) You look absolutely great in a dress and when you smile!!! as in seriously

Dels:)Thanks for listening to all my problems and for being a great friend

210: My English remedial buddy!!

Dorcas:) the ultimate Counselor

Leon:) cell buddy .. crazy person .. full of nonsense and a great friend

JOELLLLYYYY:) Hoolikity!!!.... need i say more

1e04:) we were the most rascal class ever .. but had loads of fun

Mark and NAI NAI

Daryl:) the rich one

bryan:) the most corrupted person ever.. haha

Ryan:) my nephew

Derekkkkkk: don't whack me

Daniel:) BB friend.. super crazy

Mok and leroy:)

Jerome:) the soccer pro and the only known cure to the lincoln disease.. thank God him.. if not all would be destroyed by the lincoln disease

Alden, me, Lincoln:)
Lincoln: The most destructive force alive.. one sentence and you will go crazy...

Kieth:)

THE ULTIMATE RULER OF THE WORLD : Mr Firhad:) He has an infinite number of shoes and cash.. he lives in a mansion located on Mars and has a palace in Jupiter. He is worthy about infinity US dollars and would be purchasing his 318925678914651605 mansion today ... lol .. the greatest Bio teacher in the world .. haha

Mence:)

Wenxi:) Dont roll of the bed and get knock down by a car .. lol

Siew yi :)

Mr Ganesan: THE MOST AMAZING, GREATEST MATH TEACHER IN THE WORLD!!!
Mr Firhad(king of the world): you need to knight him!!!

Mr Glen Tan:) The BB captain

Spencer:) he is full of crap .. just look at his face!!

Enping:)

Jeremy tan:)

JERRRREEEEMMMMYYYYYY: what your gonna to do if you se this .. whack me ... ohh i am soooooooo scared!

Wesley:)

JJ aka Chaplin aka jj the jet plane:)

Nicolette:) I AM NOT A MAGGOT:)

Samuel:) hah same class in sec 2 .. he called me stupid sw and alden arrogance alden.. haha in return we call him sarcastic/stupid samuel

Bx me dels

Jermyn:) watch out he will use you as a stepping stone!!

The school Song:

A world has opened for us
A world that's bright and gay
A world that's full of interest
Since to school we found our way
It's a world that's full of gladness
And we're happy all the day
And we learn that only busy folks
Can be bright and true and gay
It's at Fairfield, at Fairfield
Where all the world is bright
Where love is in the sunshine
And our hearts are gay and light
Oh! It's Fairfield, at Fairfield
Where all the world is bright
Where love is in the sunshine
And our hearts are gay and light

There we live and work and study
There we walk in wisdom's ways
Gaining strength for all the future
Far and near we'll sing thy praise
May blessings be upon thee
May many find thy halls
May the leaders of the future
Be found within thy walls
Here's to Fairfield, to Fairfield
To every student here
To every happy fairsian
And to every teacher dear
Oh! It's Fairfield, at Fairfield
Where all the world is bright
Where love is in the sunshine
And all the world is bright.

SIgh

Sigh each word i hear , each comment i see and hear just makes me more depressed, i noe its notsuppose to be like this i am suppose to trust God and seek HIS comfort .. But each time i see or hear something it just makes it more painful .. Worst of all .. it is happening.. i dont want to become emo again!

Confused

Sigh .. its been a though week .. I dont noe what is should do .. Should i close this blog .. no one close anyway .. sian .. sometimes i think that people dont remember or appreciate who i am ... Furthermore about **** I really dont noe what i should do .. THIS FREAKING SUCKS

Bremo's House

Hey guys .. i am at bremo's house now .. its is nice place to be in .. haha .. i noe i noe ... i have yet to upload the photos ... it will take forever .. damn sian .... Anyway back to the topic .. we at his house .. waiting to go to the airport to see off ps. ian... a really great guys..has a big heart for God .. Really hope for the best for him in the future .. Anyway currently, we are playing Settlers .. a really mentally tiring game ... but super ultar duper fun (should intro this game to my cell.. LOL wat would ains say about it .. cant imagine).. Having a great time with all my friends .. THANK GOD FOR FRIENDS .. SERIOUSLY, THEY ROCK!! Anyway, we are all not sleeping ... Seriously super tired now ... but if sleep now .. also might as well not sleep... cause leaving in 15 mins time ... WAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Anyway going to leave like now, so BB... hopefully next time i will upload the photos !

later got tuition and bb meeting .. WTH .. HOW LA !!!

How to Upload Photos

I noe have updated in like 235662378567824635729347856265234658 years .. hahah .. trying to upload photos it will take me for all eternity .. sian la .. help anyone