Back again

HI ALLL ... I M BACK ... the past few months have been really really tough but i realised that i have lost focus and that i have been so far away from God .... THATS Y THINGS SUCKED SOOOO MUCH .... BUT NOW I AM BACK and will update about CHURCH CAMP and the other amazing things soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT PRAISE GOD ... I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!

Guys PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS, amazing songs:

I will never be the same again

Tear Down the Walls

SIghhh.

Sigh ... not out of the woods yet .. cant see the light .. darkness that all, hypocryte is the best word to describe me ... wads the point.. is there a meaning ... i was suppose to be the light ... i have lost my shine .. where did it go wrong ... what went wrong

Confused

Sk asked me some pretty difficult but important qns ..i mean its sooo true how do i noe i love her or shes the one? How do i noe whether i actually listened to God right when he said i should wait .. How long is he refering to? .. Were u even refering to her lord? I mean there are so much qns that is just am so confused .. They are 10 million more qn .. Lord would u please help me i beg u

Stumbling

Each time things seem different where things seem to be finally improving .. Suddenly a new problem arise .. A new setback appears.. Y is it like this .. Y y y y y y .. God show me ur face .. Let me see and experience ur glory once again ... I need u desperately .. I noe u are out there .. But where ..

Argh

Everything is crumbling .. My emotions my thoughs my walk my God .. The reason is because u are in my mind ALL the time .. I am worrying and thinking abt u all the time ... Should i just give up being me and become the selfish person i never wanted to be

Friends

Sigh Sigh Sigh .. everything is going wrong (well almost everything)..... i just want to be friends each time i tried to forget you .. i realize i cant .. and that FREAKING sucks!!!! The stupidest part is that 99.999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999% chance we are not meant to be (i think) .... but it seems sooo much .. life isnt supposed to be just about you .. its supposed to be soooo much more .. :( .. sigh i wish i could just talk to you now .. And BE A FRIEND when you need me !

Meaningless

Sigh .. Meaningless .. Everything is so meaningless.. Sigh feels like life is just passing and i am not doing anything .. Sigh .. Being far away from God .. Slipping into sin day after day .. Wads the point .. Just give up . .. Reject reject lo .. Not as if first time