SIgh

Sigh each word i hear , each comment i see and hear just makes me more depressed, i noe its notsuppose to be like this i am suppose to trust God and seek HIS comfort .. But each time i see or hear something it just makes it more painful .. Worst of all .. it is happening.. i dont want to become emo again!

Confused

Sigh .. its been a though week .. I dont noe what is should do .. Should i close this blog .. no one close anyway .. sian .. sometimes i think that people dont remember or appreciate who i am ... Furthermore about **** I really dont noe what i should do .. THIS FREAKING SUCKS

Bremo's House

Hey guys .. i am at bremo's house now .. its is nice place to be in .. haha .. i noe i noe ... i have yet to upload the photos ... it will take forever .. damn sian .... Anyway back to the topic .. we at his house .. waiting to go to the airport to see off ps. ian... a really great guys..has a big heart for God .. Really hope for the best for him in the future .. Anyway currently, we are playing Settlers .. a really mentally tiring game ... but super ultar duper fun (should intro this game to my cell.. LOL wat would ains say about it .. cant imagine).. Having a great time with all my friends .. THANK GOD FOR FRIENDS .. SERIOUSLY, THEY ROCK!! Anyway, we are all not sleeping ... Seriously super tired now ... but if sleep now .. also might as well not sleep... cause leaving in 15 mins time ... WAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Anyway going to leave like now, so BB... hopefully next time i will upload the photos !

later got tuition and bb meeting .. WTH .. HOW LA !!!

How to Upload Photos

I noe have updated in like 235662378567824635729347856265234658 years .. hahah .. trying to upload photos it will take me for all eternity .. sian la .. help anyone

THE SOMEONE

Going to post pics of Founders day dinner very soon .. i hope... lol .. Sigh it was such an amazing experience .. it felt like home... caught up with so many many many many friends.. THANK YOU GOD FOR THOSE WONDERFUL people .. they have been a blessing to me in one way or another .. THEN i saw **** she looked absolutely fabulous, Drop dead GORGEOUS, breath taking.. in short she looked BEAUTIFUL! She was perfect in almost everyway! .. But i noe i have to give up any feeling i have for her .. i mean i have been told its not time yet .. so I'll just trust God in everything .. anyway in school now got to stop blogging .. sian .. i hate this .. GOT TO STOP THINK OF HER! HELP ME GOD!