Have ANYONE ever felt like this .. that we have found our special one, she the one i love, the one i want to spent the REST of my life with, my other half , my soul mate, ..... there too many thing that describes her.
I thot that over time maybe the feeling would dim, maybe i could control it like other times .. but this time is different.. this time it just grows .. i longer to be with her, i longer to be there for her if shes needs someone, i longer to give her my best and to ensure she is always happy, i long to give my ALL for her !!
But everytime i see her or am with her, i m lost for words, i m tongue tied.. i cant be myself ... fear .. fear of rejection of pain and hurt and lost .. fear that she isnt the one !!!
God tells me to wait .. i noe hes intention are good for me .. but Lord sometimes it seems impossible ... i dont noe would to do .. and for once i dont noe wad to say ...
Shes soo beautiful on the outside but eve more so on the inside .. if theres i can do for her i would ..
DEDICATED TO YOU
but wad can i do ... seriously ...
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
