Friends

Sigh Sigh Sigh .. everything is going wrong (well almost everything)..... i just want to be friends each time i tried to forget you .. i realize i cant .. and that FREAKING sucks!!!! The stupidest part is that 99.999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999% chance we are not meant to be (i think) .... but it seems sooo much .. life isnt supposed to be just about you .. its supposed to be soooo much more .. :( .. sigh i wish i could just talk to you now .. And BE A FRIEND when you need me !

Meaningless

Sigh .. Meaningless .. Everything is so meaningless.. Sigh feels like life is just passing and i am not doing anything .. Sigh .. Being far away from God .. Slipping into sin day after day .. Wads the point .. Just give up . .. Reject reject lo .. Not as if first time