CAMP FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi all,

Just came back from youth camp. It was called camp fire.
Its theme verse was
Matthew 5:14-15. “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house."
It was such an apt verse for the theme of our camp which was to go to the less fortunate.

The camp com is made up of Dr mad (Kwang How), The lioness (Noelle), My honey/wife/Mary (Nat), Joseph/the noise make (me), The salty buns/Baobao/Mouse (Baoxian), The silent Killer (Cleo), the ladies man/rabbit (Lucas), Mr Muscle (Shann), Mr Sadistic (Linus), Miss Calm (weiru), My uhmmmm partner (peter) and The music maniac/ stupid faces guy (Gerald)
This team was one of the best i have EVER worked with and i seriously hope that we will become SUPER close to each other. I mean they all are dependable people whom i can always rely on. Really Thank God for them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE EACH ONE OF YOU!

Anyway Back to camp!!!

Camp was just simply amazing!! I mean God was there not just with us ... But in our activities, playing with us laughing with us spending time with us , speaking to us ... HE WAS SOOOOO REAL !!!! Sometimes i wonder how can he such an awesome lower himself to our level ... Its simply humbles me. During the camp there were many amazing experiences i had.

Amazing experience 1: During the camp i always though that i haven't bought enough but each time someone asked for something it was always there in the room and i want to truly thank God for that!

Amazing experience 2: session 2 worship led by my yin yang twin : SK. The songs he choose really ministered to me.. During the 2nd song to the end i was just crying and weeping.. then i look around many of the other camp com member were doing the same thing on their knees crying and proclaiming the greatness of God. From there I knew that God was there carrying us and he was the cam commander of the camp.. I knew in my spirit that he was going to do something amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! An amazing he did !!!!

Amazing experience 3: During final worship even when we were praying we felt God was stirring up something and from the moment we took the stag we knew that the worship was going to be amazing not because of our abilities but because we want with all our heart to give God all the glory and honor he deserves and that by his power that we would play and sing well. SO when we went onto stag the aura, the feeling was just immense. then we started playing the time has come and during the intro when everyone started clapping and cheering we knew that God was preparing all the campers hearts. and During the chorus of the fast songs everyone as in EVERYONE was jumping and praising shout God name. HAHA even the musicians were jumping and one of the guitar strap broke .. haha super FUNNYYY.... and then during the slow songs people were just raising their hand and exalting God. and this led to amazing experience 4.

Amazing experience 4: After the song you are my freedom ps Lewis invited those who felt God speaking to share to the rest and so many people come up speaking of verses, visions and what God said and even I, who never though that these things would happen to me, got a word from God!!! Then Cheryl a 12 year old came up and said that the holy spirit is here to do a great thing. A 12 YEAR OLD! God can truly work though anyone!!!!! Then ps Lewis gave an alter call which became amazing experience 5

Amazing experience 5: After ps Lewis gave the alter call in the first 5 seconds 5 people walked up then after like 5 mins the whole congregation was up there and the worship team were just on stage on their knees and for like 1 hour?? we were just praying for each other and everyone was weeping because God had touched each and every one of us ...

There are soo many many other highlights but these are the main one .. haha anti climax!!!

Anyway i will just say once again that Camp com you were amazing and I always love each one of you and remember you (yes my dear nat it mean you will get presents!) but God you are the most amazing one of all!!

Camp was amazing not because of us but because GOD WAS THERE.. the verse: "Unless the Lord built the house we labor in vain" is so so so so so so so so true ..

Writing this post almost made me cry! God touched and moved me soo much

So i want to end the post with our camp song


The Power of Your Name:

Verse 1:

Surely children were not made for the streets

And fathers were not made to leave

Surely this isn't how it should be

Let Your kingdom come

Surely nations were not made for war

Or the broken meant to be ignored

Surely this just can't be what you saw

Let Your kingdom come

Here in my heart

Chorus:

I will live

To carry Your compassion

To love a world that's broken

To be Your hands and feet

I will give

With the life that I've been given

And go beyond religion

To see the world be changed

By the power of Your name

Verse 2:

Surely life wasn't made to forget

And the lost were not made to forget

Surely faith without action is dead

Let Your kingdom come

Lord break this heart

Bridge:

Jesus Your name

Is a refuge for the weak

Only Your name

Can redeem the undeserving

Jesus Your name

Holds everything I need

Boxing day

Hi all,

Today is boxing day.. WTH is that.. haha. Anyway going to buy logistics later and gift for my parent ... haha yeah havent bought them.

Christmas

Hi all,

Firstly I want to MERRY CHRISTMAS.
Thanx to all who gave me presents. But too bad none of you match up to wad God gave me .... his precious son JESUS CHRIST.LOL

Reflecting on Christmas and its true meant, I know that without God love and sacrifice, I am DEAD!! I think that's y the Christmas spirit is that it is better to give than to receive cos God gave us his son. Isn't that just wonderful!! Thank you God!!!!! I am so sorry that i haven't appreciated it and i am such an unworthy person of this gift and I can't understand why you have sooo much grace and mercy.

Anyway, today went to church in the evening to singing with the worship team. WORSHIP ROCKED.... God was with definitely with us.

But even on Christmas .. sucky things still happen (those who noe shut up). I just hope that God will rescue and help me.

2 more days to camp ..... cant wait .. ahhh soooo excited

haha anyway need go .. blog again later

List

I was asked to do it heres the list
According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people.

1. I love to watch dancing (especially Ballroom)
2. I like tennis
3. I would love to learn how to play the piano
4. I need to sleep at least 10 hours of sleep in a day
5. I am alden's slacker partner and still is
6. I am in my church worship team as a backup singer
7. I can be emo at times
8. I want to get married and have kids .. haha
9. I lost 12 kg in six months wooohoooo!!
10. I used to support sunderland (I dont anymore since keane is gone)
11. I almost took Higher chinese in primary school
12. i suck at chinese now ... i take CLB .. haha
13. I think C. Ronaldo Sux like %*%*%%^*%^*&*
14. I am not attached!!!!!!!!!!
15. I hate rock and heavy music!!!!!!!!!
16. I Like listening to more contemporary hymns
17. I wish I could be a better and more trustworthy friend.

Worst

Sigh! It is suppose to be my freaking holidays! But guess wat .... Everything SEEMS LIKE CRAP ... I wanted to swear but i dont think its right.. Sooooo yeah everything has been PATHETIC. No friends to go out with. Now she taos me and i am just getting more depressed.. As in seriously , life really sux now everything seems to be soo dull now no matter wat i do. I really hate this, i dont want to put my heart at risk now but why why why why why do i still have feelings for her .. OMG THIS SUX .... I really don't noe how to get out of this misery......

Guys this songs really describes my feeling

Fdd was on 4th august... yeah and i am uploading it now.. lol. It was Fairfield's 120th birthday!
ANYWAY it was a wonderful and fantastic time!!!!!!!! I mean seriously one of the best time.. really. Caught up with my friends. I mean it was great to see so many of my close friends again.

It reminded me of the amazing things i learnt at Fairfield. Fairfield it really the best school ever. I really thank God for putting me in that school. Even after just one year, i already miss it soo much. From morning devotions to classes with Mr G and the sultan to BB to all the soccer sessions and even the scoldings!!! Really i couldn't ask God for anything more . I really love Fairfield. THANK YOU LORD FOR PUTTING ME IN SUCH A WONDERFUL SCHOOL. CONTINUE TO BLESS HER AND LET FAIRFIELD ALWAYS HAVE YOUR FAVOR

4Ao7 with the best form teacher ever: THE KING (firhad).. the most amazing class i have ever had!! thank God for you guys .. each and every one of you!!!!!!!!!!!

4A 07 with MrGanesan

ALDEN:) All the retarded crap we did .. lol you were a great friend. Thanks

BX:) You look absolutely great in a dress and when you smile!!! as in seriously

Dels:)Thanks for listening to all my problems and for being a great friend

210: My English remedial buddy!!

Dorcas:) the ultimate Counselor

Leon:) cell buddy .. crazy person .. full of nonsense and a great friend

JOELLLLYYYY:) Hoolikity!!!.... need i say more

1e04:) we were the most rascal class ever .. but had loads of fun

Mark and NAI NAI

Daryl:) the rich one

bryan:) the most corrupted person ever.. haha

Ryan:) my nephew

Derekkkkkk: don't whack me

Daniel:) BB friend.. super crazy

Mok and leroy:)

Jerome:) the soccer pro and the only known cure to the lincoln disease.. thank God him.. if not all would be destroyed by the lincoln disease

Alden, me, Lincoln:)
Lincoln: The most destructive force alive.. one sentence and you will go crazy...

Kieth:)

THE ULTIMATE RULER OF THE WORLD : Mr Firhad:) He has an infinite number of shoes and cash.. he lives in a mansion located on Mars and has a palace in Jupiter. He is worthy about infinity US dollars and would be purchasing his 318925678914651605 mansion today ... lol .. the greatest Bio teacher in the world .. haha

Mence:)

Wenxi:) Dont roll of the bed and get knock down by a car .. lol

Siew yi :)

Mr Ganesan: THE MOST AMAZING, GREATEST MATH TEACHER IN THE WORLD!!!
Mr Firhad(king of the world): you need to knight him!!!

Mr Glen Tan:) The BB captain

Spencer:) he is full of crap .. just look at his face!!

Enping:)

Jeremy tan:)

JERRRREEEEMMMMYYYYYY: what your gonna to do if you se this .. whack me ... ohh i am soooooooo scared!

Wesley:)

JJ aka Chaplin aka jj the jet plane:)

Nicolette:) I AM NOT A MAGGOT:)

Samuel:) hah same class in sec 2 .. he called me stupid sw and alden arrogance alden.. haha in return we call him sarcastic/stupid samuel

Bx me dels

Jermyn:) watch out he will use you as a stepping stone!!

The school Song:

A world has opened for us
A world that's bright and gay
A world that's full of interest
Since to school we found our way
It's a world that's full of gladness
And we're happy all the day
And we learn that only busy folks
Can be bright and true and gay
It's at Fairfield, at Fairfield
Where all the world is bright
Where love is in the sunshine
And our hearts are gay and light
Oh! It's Fairfield, at Fairfield
Where all the world is bright
Where love is in the sunshine
And our hearts are gay and light

There we live and work and study
There we walk in wisdom's ways
Gaining strength for all the future
Far and near we'll sing thy praise
May blessings be upon thee
May many find thy halls
May the leaders of the future
Be found within thy walls
Here's to Fairfield, to Fairfield
To every student here
To every happy fairsian
And to every teacher dear
Oh! It's Fairfield, at Fairfield
Where all the world is bright
Where love is in the sunshine
And all the world is bright.

SIgh

Sigh each word i hear , each comment i see and hear just makes me more depressed, i noe its notsuppose to be like this i am suppose to trust God and seek HIS comfort .. But each time i see or hear something it just makes it more painful .. Worst of all .. it is happening.. i dont want to become emo again!

Confused

Sigh .. its been a though week .. I dont noe what is should do .. Should i close this blog .. no one close anyway .. sian .. sometimes i think that people dont remember or appreciate who i am ... Furthermore about **** I really dont noe what i should do .. THIS FREAKING SUCKS

Bremo's House

Hey guys .. i am at bremo's house now .. its is nice place to be in .. haha .. i noe i noe ... i have yet to upload the photos ... it will take forever .. damn sian .... Anyway back to the topic .. we at his house .. waiting to go to the airport to see off ps. ian... a really great guys..has a big heart for God .. Really hope for the best for him in the future .. Anyway currently, we are playing Settlers .. a really mentally tiring game ... but super ultar duper fun (should intro this game to my cell.. LOL wat would ains say about it .. cant imagine).. Having a great time with all my friends .. THANK GOD FOR FRIENDS .. SERIOUSLY, THEY ROCK!! Anyway, we are all not sleeping ... Seriously super tired now ... but if sleep now .. also might as well not sleep... cause leaving in 15 mins time ... WAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Anyway going to leave like now, so BB... hopefully next time i will upload the photos !

later got tuition and bb meeting .. WTH .. HOW LA !!!

How to Upload Photos

I noe have updated in like 235662378567824635729347856265234658 years .. hahah .. trying to upload photos it will take me for all eternity .. sian la .. help anyone

THE SOMEONE

Going to post pics of Founders day dinner very soon .. i hope... lol .. Sigh it was such an amazing experience .. it felt like home... caught up with so many many many many friends.. THANK YOU GOD FOR THOSE WONDERFUL people .. they have been a blessing to me in one way or another .. THEN i saw **** she looked absolutely fabulous, Drop dead GORGEOUS, breath taking.. in short she looked BEAUTIFUL! She was perfect in almost everyway! .. But i noe i have to give up any feeling i have for her .. i mean i have been told its not time yet .. so I'll just trust God in everything .. anyway in school now got to stop blogging .. sian .. i hate this .. GOT TO STOP THINK OF HER! HELP ME GOD!

ARGUEMENTS

Argue Argue Argue .. thats all that the ****ing happens... Y Does He do this to us. Please give me an answer... sigh too pissed to post anything else

Sick!!

Yes i noe .. this blog is quite dead since only one person noes about it .. i think i should start telling others.. lol yes i think i must!!! Actually there is a reason y i havent been blogging .. i came down with a flu on monday .. feeling like crap now man .. SUX!!!.. to make things worst my *** and *** have been particularly annoying .. whole day talking crap ... pssing me off hole day long .. sian i wonder y does God do this to me .. is he testing me , putting me through a trail... sigh i really dont noe ... well i just hope that thing would get better soon really really really soon

FIRST ENTRY!!!!!!!!!!!

I never ever thought that i would be blogging one day .. I hope that this blog will be dedicated for the glory of God