Update

Hi all,

I really want to take this post to thank God! Ever since the strat of the year i feel as i have been falling away from .. going further annd furthur and i was slipping in depression. To make things worst, my realtionship with one of my closest friends in going down. This person has saw me through all my depression times and has continued to affirm me in God. But i guess i wasnt a good enough or trustable enough friend for him. And i think i sought of deserve it. The person if he reads this would probably noe who he is (not TIM CHEW). ANd if he sees this post i want to take time to say i am really really really sorry!!

Anyway back to the subject. When i thought that i was alone without anyone. God really showed how big and real he is. He blessed me with new friends in church. Eve's cell group: Natty, abigail, jiawen peter and brenda. I meant although i am not really close to them, but i feel as if i can connect with all of them and that they are very real people with no false pretence. Somemore they can take my nonsense right especially natty and peter. HAHA peter he kana the most. But with them i feel really happy and carefree. Furthurmore i have gotten to noe my church friends better: abraham Sk and Tim chew.

So when i look at wad God has done for me instead looking at all the crap that i am going through, i really see a WHOLE new picture and perspective. I am sadnesses he gave me new friends, in my loneliness has brought me closer to my cell. I mean how amazing is that. God can truely turn any situation around and use it for his glory and our benefit!

SO guys i want to urge all of you in your lowest of time .. Really look at all the small blessing GOd has given you and I promise you, you will really see a whole new perspective

Anyway i want to bless you with a song my church friend ruby wrote no video though but the lyrics really spoke to me:

Damascus

This gift of love
given so free
But i’d put it away
For another time maybe
I sang your grace
Is enough for me
But my heart still searched
For something to complete me
I was fallin away,
Fall-in away

Chorus:

But on the road to Damascus,
I found the path, less taken
On the road to Damascus
I chose to live again
On the road to Damascus
In grace and power
My saviour came

Verse 2:
In the silence of
Unanswered prayer
I doubted You
Asked are You even there?
You showed me the path
Told me to walk straight on
But my feet kept turning
I tried to sing a different song
I was goin the wrong way

Bridge:
When I run, you chase after me
When I hide, you build a fortress around me

Last Chorus:
On the Road to Damascus
I saw oh Lord Your greatness
On the road to Damascus
I found my purpose
On the road to Damascus
My Saviour reigned!

Wad a beautiful song .. even when we slip God chases after us and reign in our lives!

p.s: will upload photos soon